Scared

While sitting in English lecture today, i let my thoughts ran wild.... Thinking bac, i was here in this venue exactly 1 week ago...

1 week ago, i was still in the midst of enjoying my holiday...
1 week ago, i was excited abt the whole new semester...
1 week ago, i was missing my dear frens n housemates...
1 week ago... ...... it's all yesterday now...

Now at this very moment, i'm "enjoying myself" with tutorials & lectures ....
Now at this very moment, i'm no longer excited but worried and scared about my assignments and exams...
Now at this very moment, i am missing my dear mummy, daddy, mei & champ... i rely need some hugz n warmth...

It's not easy n it's rely not gona b easy making it through... especially after wat happened, the confidence inside me has been diminishing...

I'm SCARED.... extremely terribly awfully...